Three nights ago I had a dream that I was leading worship in Paris France. I was there for not long term, but it was an extended amount of time. I remember coming down from a balcony saying to my friend "While I'm here, I want to really see it all, take advantage of being here." Then the actual leading worship was in this smallish room. Wasn't too but small, but wasn't like a sanctuary so to speak. Probably the size of the East/West fellowship room. And I was with Mike Bickle and there were mics for singers and there was keyboard. I was headed over to the keys when my roommate Kia got there before me. I walked away hurt and disappointed. I sat down and just got frustrated but then just started worshipping God.
Then two nights ago, I had a dream that I was co-leading with Kristene at the new Twin View service sight, or at least it looked like that. I had copied my songs and was ready to lead when I saw my mom and grandma walk in. I got off the stage to figure out why they were there and then after coming back up to the stage, realized I couldn't find my songs. I asked Kristene where they were and she looked through her songs and couldn't find them either. So then I was frantically trying to find some new songs to make copies of before we were suppose to start.
The first dream Cheri told me had to do with competition between Kia and I. And just the whole worship department in a whole. The second dream was pretty intense. I always think dreams are random and I am learning that they are not. haha. There is so much spiritual inheritance for me to take from my mom and grandma because they both play the piano and sing, but they both never took it the whole way and used it for God. I am trying to part from the chaos that my mom and grandma bring I am not grabbing onto what is mine for an inheritance. Cheri also told me not to orphan myself. And Cheri and Will both said that I am trying to find my sound, which is sooooo TRUE!!!
I remember in first year, a lady prophesied over me that she saw that my mother and grandmother had both been singers and piano players but I was the first one that was continuing my gift for God. And that the Lord was going to bless that.
And yesterday I led worship with Cheri at the pastoring kids in revival conference and it was awesome. A little scary cuz I took a lot of risks but it was a super safe place to do that. It turned out really really good. Thank you Jesus.
I am starting to find my sound. And I know that the banner over what I do are these lyrics.
He taught me to laugh again.
He taught me to dream again.
He taught me to love again.
He taught me to sing again.
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